who do i want?this is what im asking myself..what i really2 want?it takes me a while to figure the answer...money?family?good looking gf?a lot of frens?what kind of live that i wanna live in?im puzzled..realizing that we just cant have it all,frustrated me..but this is life..we are not God, meant to make mistakes,to take a long road instead of a shortcut,pretend to be blind eventhough we can see it..
Although everything is written,doesnt mean that we dont have to put some some into it..im a positive thinker,believing if something bad happen,there must 'hikmah' behind it..things happen for reason,they dont just happen..instead of accusing someone for becoming the reason why all this shit happen to u/us,why not stepping back and look at the mirror..what we have done to deserve such thing?there must be something,directly or indirectly,but u must 1st open your eyes,open your clothes,everything that u have..ego,pride,money and u will see the truth..
its pathetic to see someone pretending that they do not see it..living is such denial life..my sympathy for them..sooner or later,they will see it..you can run but can never hide..
until next time..
